It is time to come back to the beginning…
May 23, 2010 § Leave a comment
It’s been awhile since I have been here, right? Almost five months, huh?
So, what I am doing back here? My heart has been calling me back to this blog for some time now…so I am here…here to delve further into the depths of myself and share what I find with the world…putting myself into words, as much as can be expressed…
I read a quote today: “When you talk about what you want and why you want it, there’s usually less resistance within you than when you talk about what you want and how you’re going to get it. When you pose questions you don’t have answers for, like how, where, when, who, it sets up a contradictory vibration that slows everything down.”—Abraham-Hicks Publications
I completely agree with this quote and since this year has already been so full of action (ie: a new job that keeps me mentally stimulated, my first trip to California, my singing by myself in public), I figured I would continue with this pattern of stating what I want and then moving in the direction of creating it in this reality, even when I am terrified and have NO idea what any of this journey will look like.
I want to be a singer. Not just any singer who sings in the shower or just sings with limited hope that people hear her from time to time. No, I want to be a world-renowned singer who performs for massive crowds of people, who touches people with her music, helps them be happy and inspires them to follow their own dreams. Why? Simply because this dream has always been in my heart…and if the fire is burning brighter now even when I am in a job that actually keeps me happy then it means that I have to pursue it and quit just feeding it just crumbs. 😉
Besides, I believe that any dream that God puts in our hearts is there for us to realize AND I promised my 77 year old Grandma that I would keep singing in public (and I can’t break a promise to her, lol). So, I am back here…continuing through this journey of life…a bit stronger, still terrified and excited…but more cognizant of this fear and willing to push through it anyways. Thank you God.
And I promise…I won’t disappear for so long before you all hear from me again. Until then…XOXOXOXOXO!